26.01.2010 00:47

yesterday i damn heedless
i thought i forgot my old blog password and e mail
...
i thought i forgot my new email in blog
so i press in my email and the password
ya
the password didn't change
when i sign in
i get it shocked
i saw it again

last time i hurt my hand
don't know when that i stop to hurt my hand
don't when i start to forget abou you and me
dont know when i start to stop i do anything about you and wanna know everything on you
don't know when i start to learn how could i forget you and i can't do it
it too hard for me
but too esy for you that forget me
i believe that you still know to lie me about all the thing
girl thing ...
your ailment...
your daily life...
your lying make me won't trust you again
3 years already
i still love you ?
NO
i still MISS you ?
YES
sigh
what can i do ?
i dont know
i know i feel so hurt
i know i feel my heart pain about you
and i know it
start from that day
YOU NOT MINE
i find it myself
but i can't
until now

YOU KNOW I STILL MISS YOU

AND YOU KNOW

I STILL HATE YOU...