26.01.2010 22:48

i don't know what i thinking about
1 day 3 post to you
all wrote about you
many people said me crazy
broke up 1 years already
why i still like this
i don't know
and you
change my world
change my life
change my everything
and you peaceful to walk out my life
i know you dislike wei wei
but who called you always ignore me
he just accompeny me
and you
i know he is your brother
but you always said that brother can't chance own girlfriend
==
you still saw me was your girlfriend?
never sms me
never phone to me
all is i innitiative
i tired
i pain
i cry everyday
you know?
after broke up
i also still cry it
ya
because of you
luckily that i won't hurt myself
because i know
to you
this just a stupid,idiot action for me
tired tired and tired
i keep all the thing in my heart
but you take my thing ruthless to throw it put forth
last for the post that will writing about you
I HATE MY BIRTHDAY
BECAUSE OF YOU
AND
BECAUSE OF MYSELF


IF ONE DAY I GO INTO YOUR HEART ,
THEN I WILL CRIED IT
BECAUSE INSIDE ALL IS YOUR INDIFFERENT


EMO STILL EMO

26.01.2010 21:57

last night
i wrote about you
not because i still love
just because i still pain
you know that feeling？
you don't know cause you never asked me
you just know i carzy to love you
and you just know that i still love you
start from that day
i force you to said you love me
just last
i just wanna listen for the last
ya
you said it
and you said about last time too
you said sorry to me
and said sorry for lying me
no care about me
and evrything that i feel hurt
hey guy
it too late to say apologize to me
too late
if let me choose
i still wont accept you
because i feel tired
tired with you
tired to face you
tired to love you
ya
i different with last time
because of you
make me more mature
make me more know about all the thing
thanks for all...

26.01.2010 00:47

yesterday i damn heedless
i thought i forgot my old blog password and e mail
...
i thought i forgot my new email in blog
so i press in my email and the password
ya
the password didn't change
when i sign in
i get it shocked
i saw it again

last time i hurt my hand
don't know when that i stop to hurt my hand
don't when i start to forget abou you and me
dont know when i start to stop i do anything about you and wanna know everything on you
don't know when i start to learn how could i forget you and i can't do it
it too hard for me
but too esy for you that forget me
i believe that you still know to lie me about all the thing
girl thing ...
your ailment...
your daily life...
your lying make me won't trust you again
3 years already
i still love you ?
NO
i still MISS you ?
YES
sigh
what can i do ?
i dont know
i know i feel so hurt
i know i feel my heart pain about you
and i know it
start from that day
YOU NOT MINE
i find it myself
but i can't
until now

YOU KNOW I STILL MISS YOU

AND YOU KNOW

I STILL HATE YOU...